Monday, January 25, 2010

Bad Dreams, Bad Meaning???

6:00 in the morning, my phone alarmed. Restless, panting and thirsty trying to reach my phone to stop the alarm that woke me up from a very Bad dream. While preparing coffee for me and Hans I was thinking if my very disturbing dream means something, some says dreams are the product of your subconcious mind, some says dreams could be true or it could be happen like "Deja Vu". I have lots and lots of dreams that came true and sometimes I'm going to feel that this is a Deja Vu and I will remember that this is happened before in my dream or I been to this place before in my dream. So if I have an unpleasant dream I'm praying that it wont happen. I have a roommate before her name was Joy. Joy was good in interpreting dreams, most of the time what she interpret from my dreams are coming true, based on the environment of dreams, how the story flow like and the result is what exactly she told me and I'm amazed or maybe it only happen coincindetally.

About my dream last night I was in the park with my boyfriend, there was a sweet couple and a beggar approached them, the beggar looks very pale and look like a zombie. The beggar approached the sweet couple and suddenly the girl died on the spot. Same thing happened to the rest of the couples dating in the park beggars are like all over the park, and a small creature red in color and a size like a normal doll. It approached us, and my boyfriend starts to loss his breathe, then I grabbed the small creature and hold it to its head and im surprised that the head is hallow inside. Then my boyfriends breathing returned back to normal and we run and get inside the bus to go home and when we enter the bus the people inside seems like normal. When we alighted its my previous home in Novena, the place is half-burned only left are the marbles which is the body of the house made of. Surprisingly there are a lot of people inside and they are started to be attacked by the beggar-zombie look a like. What really caught my attention was the house, why is it half burned and we are using the coaled staircase and lots and lots of footwear outside. Run here and there just to escape the beggars until i woke up...

I reached the office as usual I'm 45 minutes late, opened my pc, have some chit-chat with my filipino colleagues. i opened my facebook and my older brother was online and ask me "have you been calling home these last few days" i said "not yet" he said there something happened... seeing the icon the means that he is typing a message made me feel nervous about the news from him, and he said that "my house was burned last night" nothing left only the clothes that I'm wearing. I feel stoned and the burned house from dream flashed back. same as my brothers house, 2 storey house. He said "I'm crying while watching my house burning helplessly." I feel bad, my brother wants to change his life, he's been struggling in his life for him and his family and now when he got his own house and something happened. Maybe thats how my dream wants to tell me.